M.E. and me

im fighting back!!

Posted on 5/19/2010 at 1:42:29 AM

I’ve reached my enough is enough point. My self worth and esteem reached rock bottom yesterday and I’m not tollerating that. The fact I have to proove that I’m ill to the government, attend meetings to arrange ‘disability and illness support’ no. Jog on. I didn’t ask for this life so why should I live it like this? I don’t want this illness so why should I let it stop my life? I’ve been ill for 3 nearly 4 years. How much longer do I accept benefits and admit defeat for? So I’ve applied for apprenticeships. I don’t care if it half kills me, the self worth I will get from it will be worth it. As I write this on my blackberry, I am in a lot of pain, but I don’t care. ME has had enough time from me and now its time for some me time and to put myself first rather than my illness. My life, I will live it according to my wishes, not my illness’. Up yours.